Unconditional self acceptance

If you are essentially psychotic and afraid of becoming (or being or recognizing yourself as) psychotic you can not get to know yourself and have no chance of healing/integrating your psychosis aspects, which may just cause a psychotic break.

Warning people about what is suposedly psychotic (such as dreams involving out of body experiences, sleep-paralysis, akasha dowloads, seeing the future, solipsism, thinking you may be jesus or the devil) means warning them about meeting their true self, because these experiences are truely happening, regardless of what their underlying mechanism is.

Who are you really trying to warn anyways? Are you not simply expressing your own fear? Of course we may be better off, if we avoided altered states of mind in favor of an inauthentic, shallow, suffering but financially and lawfully functional persona.

Organic evolution holds no guarantees about integration-ability of our shadow material. Its not like it all was once integrated, before it became dissasociated. It was part of a child's or mammal's mind and there was no integration at all, just fusion.

Making it usable for a grown up mind - integrating it in differentiated, conscious form - will be a totally novel accomplishment of evolution.

Look at Terrence Mckenna though. There wasn't too much practical integration about his infinite creativity. He was just shooting eventualities out of all orifices for no reason.

I do not consider myself to be seriously psychotic (yet), but i often say that i am loosing my mind as an act of intentional self acceptance of the general experience of being out of control - and i sort of really do intend to loose my mind (my persona), because it has not served me any good. It has served my oppressors and thus my physical survival.

I just hope i do not loose my brain alltogether. Dementia is no fun.

So i must assume that i allready have all diseases of civilization and am now trying to heal them by removing their causes from my lifestyle. This is nessesary. If you assume that you do not even have cancer or diabetes or dementia or broken arteries yet, you will not only not sacrifice any bad habits, to prevent those diseases, but you will not even be motivated enough, to learn more about what truely causes them, which requires active search - there is always more to learn, many causes cause "one disease", like brain damage, aka dementia. When someone hands you, on a silver tablet, a list of the causes of any disease and those causes happen to occur in your own lifestyle, but you don't already assume, that you are affected by this disease, then you will not even believe in the information given to you.

Similarly self-acceptance requires and active hunt for the psychotic, the shadow, the irrational, the inner monkey or reptile, any potential alien-DNA, whatever may exist must be searched for actively, it's existence must be assumed to be a probability. or else it will never be discovered and acknowledged.

Will you find things that are pure imagination and mistake them for determining realities? Sure, all of the time, but that is just part of the process. If you climb down into egyptian pyramids, you will fear some ropes and snakes, before you find the pharao, ark, whatever.

People who are "really" psychotic, meaning highly attached to particular imaginations, are often not as bold in their ambition to learn more about their mind. They are often already so overwhelmed with what has intruded upon them before. They want to stop the spinning gears of the mind. Hence the attachment, the repetition of one fixed idea. I dont call them cowards. Their fear is a direct expression of what they fear, like an explosion sort of warns you about an explosion.

But many other people are just prejudiced. Their anxieties are based in stupid anti-humane ideologies picked up in society. They think that talking about feelings or having dream recall is psychotic and getting to know your own mind is irresponsible. Just be tough and serve the military, in fact take some speed to get tougher. Only, because such an attitude puts you into a favorable social spot.